“We barely even know each other and you’re talking about me leaving clothes at your spot, making plans six months in advance,” Chris says. Her desperation was so evident that he was willing to pretend to fill that role in order not to embarrass her. She isn’t so much interested in having a fulfilling partnership but in how the partnership looks to other people and what it says about her worth as a woman.īut Chris’s sudden comfort with being called her boyfriend proves to be a lie. It’s telling that Molly’s dream come true happens under the watchful eyes of other people she’s seeking to impress. We see Molly look at him repeatedly, yet he often averts his gaze elsewhere. But they don’t share any intimate gestures. The engagement party Molly and Chris attend is cast in a warm, golden hue. All that matters is what happens between them. Issa doesn’t care what anyone else thinks about Daniel.
The scenes in his recording studio, cast in a deep blue light, have an electrifying intimacy. She’s never more passionate or giddy than when she’s around him. Her decision to sleep with him will undoubtedly have devastating consequences, but it’s understandable why she does. Each glance, gesture and joke they share alludes to their deep history. The scenes between Issa and Daniel feel like a minor-key romantic comedy. This is exactly what she wants - an attractive partner who matches her success that she can show off.ĭirector Melina Matsoukas and writer Ben Dougan deftly juxtapose the two scenarios.
When Chris later shows up at the engagement party, he doesn’t contradict one of Mollys co-workers, who refers to him as her boyfriend. She doesn’t only have stringent standards, she’s also needy. Molly wraps up too much of her identity in having a relationship. She ignores his uncomfortable laughter and his inability to look at her as she grows more zealous. She asks, incessantly, if he’ll be her plus-one at a co-worker’s engagement party. It’s still a fresh relationship, yet she’s already suggesting that he can leave clothes at her place. When we see them wake up in her bed together, it’s safe to assume that not much time has passed. Last week, we saw her go on a first date with a fellow lawyer named Chris (the rapper and singer Jidenna).
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In many ways “Insecure” has been building to this. For Issa, it’s her decision to sleep with Daniel. There are those moments that splits one’s life in two. This week’s episode of “Insecure” explores some uncomfortable territory about how the dreams we cling to can reveal troubling truths about ourselves. But our fantasies don’t often take into account the ripple effects. And it’s fun to picture how different life would be if you were bold enough to go after that ex. It’s fun to imagine finding a partner as eager for commitment as you are. Fantasies are great precisely because they aren’t real.